My Sincerest of Apologies

I haven't been very good lately with seeing friends I used to see almost everyday. I used to clear out my schedule every single day so I could foster these friendships.

Right now, although I would prefer to be out and about seeing the currently strange faces, I find myself opting to stay at home and "study".

Sorry that I haven't been there for you guys physically and emotionally but just don't ever forget that not a day goes by where I don't think of each of you individually and hope you're holding up better than okay.

I miss you everyday.

Be My Valentine

I had a most beautiful Valentines weekend with my dearest. We were celebrating both the Hallmark day of "love" and a year since meeting each other this weekend. It's crazy how this past year unfolded.

He's not the most romantic of types but when he is, the surprise is all worth it. Thank you for the thoughtful gifts, I fully love them and appreciate it them! We then went snowboarding on February 14, just the two of us. The day after, which marks a year, we went to get ourselves pampered.

You are simply D'vine! ;)

One of Those Days

There are the days when sometimes I feel it's too good to be true and then there are days when it's just an ordinary day.

Today is the day that I feel overwhelmed with love which makes me so happy to be where I am with you.

I love you.

Independence

I think I grew up with a really independent lifestyle, being the eldest child and all. My mom had to send me away to programs to keep me occupied while she was raising my siblings. I didn't really mind, I learned a lot of stuff while I was at it.

I can go places by myself ie. I don't need a washroom buddy and I usually figure stuff out on my own.

At this moment, I don't know if I want to be independent...

What does it mean to be independent anyway? It suddenly sounds so lonely.