I... don't wanna try anymore.
I can't.
Even given the tentative circumstances, as wonderful as it could be...
I can't try anymore.
I don't want to set myself up for disappointment. I don't want to let my guard down if I could most likely get hurt again. Because in this situation, I feel like I am the more vulnerable one. But hey, that's for him to decide.
Anyway, on a lighter note...
Thank you to Dan Park for keeping me company today. Food was great!
Oh, and I'm watching Tree of Heaven again just for the heck of it.
