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why are these things so grrr? i wanna go chillies with ay-ers. but i also wanna chillies at mtee's. and i also dont want my mom being pissie at me. so far shes the only one wanting me for new year's at my fams. siiiighs. shall i do eenie meenie miney mo? or shall i... dot dot dot. i dont wanna go to mtee's for the whole day, but i still wanna go. i wanna go with ay-ers for the whole day, but i dont wanna let my mom down. aaaahhhhh kiill me with decisions