double trouble

haha. no really. it was double trouble. two cousins comin from concord (a lil outside of boston) so therefore, food's gone, space gone, time gone. it was cools, not as bad as i expected it to be. probably it was cuz we've gotten a lot more comfy around each other. hmm but yet again, i failed to reach out to them. well i kinda indirectly did, and they kinda gave me the vibe that they didnt wanna hear it. but thats okay, next time..hopefully. but wow, this past week i've watched so many movies. old and new: the incredibles, shattered glass, harry potter 3, saved, new york minute, elf. hahah wow, i think my cousins should come more, then i have an excuse for entertaining myself with movies. XD aannnddd we finally reached vaughan mills. looks like an american mall, but it was cool. bought the champs i wanted, though not in preferable colour, still good though! aaanndd, i had the most amazing apple cider too. yumm, i'm always gonna get it now. tres good. k well, off to finishin up my civics so i have a kind of free day tomoro. grr, plans arent working out again, ride-wise. ahhhhh wells take care loves~merry christmas *

i unno

dont you just hate that feeling of not knowing things. then you get yourself jumping into conclusions, making assumptions, and therefore questioning yourself. it drives me crazy. maybe i dont have the nerve to say what i wanna say and ask wat i wanna ask because i'm scared of the outcome. so i end up getting my head hurting. even with Christianity, a lot of things are so questionable. and a lot of people have different beliefs. ahh my head hurts and my tummy's mad at me cuz im not giving it food so ttyl!

confessions

thats right. i'll be confessing. about what? i dont kno. lots of stuff. i really REALLY do not like ultimate losers, though i feel sorry for them. people with dramatic style freak me out ie. goth, punk. i check a lot of aa people's updates, if they post whatever's on their page, its meant for everyone to read isnt it? so its not called stalking lol. i am always continuously eating, but i grow tall not. i used to be prissy, but i have changed my ways. i am a struggling Christian ready to take over the world. actually no, i try to do big things, but they never work. i try to do little things, but no one notices. extremely loud people REALLY annoy the heck outta me. i get peeved if people continuously ask me the same questions over and over again when the answer was already given. i will be patient at first, then i break out if the person STILL doesnt understand. i have low yet high expectations on people i meet. i am a major suck up to parents and teachers, but admit it, who doesnt wanna be liked? well thats the end. bye