Sunday, June 12, 2005

to phoebe mak aka pheebs, bee

this being the third post today, looking blog obsessed, but it doesnt really matter. i'm writing this in response to your shout, not under obligation but because i want to. it's been a rocky ride. ups and downs, but hey thru every lil bit i learn to cherish you a bit more. i wasnt always there for you especially when you really needed me. i wasnt always being what a true friend shouldve been, one who would be there thru thick and thin, no matter what you've done or who you've become, one who would go through some little tiny obstacles to show that i really care.

we've watched each other grow, physically (in my case, its not very obvious sadly *teears*), mentally and spiritually. from puppy love secrets we used to share, our teenybopper ways, til now we can talk about deeper things, things that matter, things that will matter.

i've learned how to look past your differences. because thats part of who you are, we've been friends for so long since the day you were a fob at pca til now, i dont even notice any fob in you. LOL somehow it passed on to me. and i've learned to accept who you are, love who you are. so thank you for being part of my life, thank you for being born, thank you for everything of you that contributes to my happiness. we said we'd be boyfriends forever.