2006 resolutions

yeah i know its a little early for resolution making, but i anticipate a long picture and memory post coming up. so this is the only time i have for it.

1. maintain/strive for good marks (bev still insists that this results out of parental naggery)
2. be more sentimental/sensitive (more thoughtful of others)
3. finish all my lifeguarding stuff (i'm so deprived without them)
4. be able to drive by spring
5. no more dwelling on sad stuff

... i'm running out of ideas.. any inspirational/motivational ones that you guys would like to contribute?

merry christmas my darlings :)

looking past holidays
looking past presents
looking past food
looking past friends
...
i wanna thank you Jesus

happy birthday to You

and of course, to my lovely
JOANNE HO.
saweeeeeeeeet

happy baptism to
JACOB WAN
congrats on choosing to walk with God
for the rest of eternity

mary did you know?

Mary did you know
That your baby boy
Would one day walk
On water

Mary did you know
That your baby boy
Would save our sons
And daughters

Did you know
That your baby boy
Has come to make you new

This child
That you delivered
Will soon deliver you

Mary did you know
That your baby boy
Will give sight
To a blind man

Mary did you know
That your baby boy
Will calm the storm
With His hand

Did you know
That your baby boy
Has walked where angels trod
When you kiss
Your little baby
You kiss the face of God

Oh Mary did you know

The blind will see
The deaf will hear
The dead will live again
The lame will leap
The dumb will speak
The praises of The Lamb

Mary did you know
That your baby boy
Is Lord of all creation

Mary did you know
That you baby boy
Would one day rule the nations

Did you know
That your baby boy
Is Heaven's perfect Lamb
This sleeping child
You're holding
Is the great I Am

a record of a laughing spasm

me: *rolls around in computer lab chair**stops beside a friend named joanne ho* joey, i like rolly chairs. do you wanna roll with me? (unaware of what i said)
jo: *pauses... glares*
both: *the pun clicks in*

HAHAHAHAHAHHAHA. (tummies hurt)
jo: *holds up the high five prompt*
me: *reaches to requite the high five and... i miss*

AHAHAHHAH (rocking back... and forth)

=D oh you. what a funny bunny

i think the whole lack of the inspiration is getting to me now.
i have nothing insightful to say.
hopefully reading all these books on BLISS CARMAN (he's canadian, whatwhat)
for my soon to be handed english essay
would give me something blogworthy.
not that what i say is unimportant
cuz you know, everything i say is tres importante, non?
but yes, ive been feeling a lot giddier lately
so please excuse me if i have excessive laughing periods
(maybe its the christmas cheer)
please dont let it be.
yes love you all.
all y'all.
peeeeeace

so for a more rachelized goodbye.
there really isnt so... yeah.

happy birthday to my one and only cousin fattay. enjoy :)

take me... & i'll <3 you forever

take me kayaking and i'll love you forever
take me canoeing and i'll love you forever
take me camping and i'll love you forever
take me watertubing and i'll love you forever
take me sailing and i'll love you forever
take me snowboarding and i'll love you forever
take me tobogganing and i'll love you forever

yes these are my sudden cravings. if you haven't noticed already, i like outdoorsy stuff.

and now, off my cloud and back to earth. where i shall drown myself in binders full of useless academics. but before that, i shall eat.

apex as usual today. except i shot jen in the head. I'M SORRY!
then i went home and did some sap homework. met up with jake and alfred to go with them to sna. saw a lot of people i dont always get to see, and only get to see at events like these. skits and worship was so cute. only cus these were my friends. niiice :)

many smiles today so it was good. and now i am tres pooped.

snow day :)

how sweet does that sound to a very busy student who dreads school. papers and pens. all that jazz.

long weekend i will have. busy weekend i will have. so much to finish :( but i shall get through it.

1. SAP research paper (due tuesday)
2. study for bio test (mardi aussi)
3. study for media test (tuesdey?)
4. math quiz (tuesday =[)
5. english paper (thursday)
   
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le jour a le bibliotheque

i've found a new love.

THE LIBRARY.

as crazy as it sounds, today it gave me a really good impression. just being with those that make me smile from day to day. the endless coffeeshops to pick from. yummy food at a nice restaurant downtown. day at the library doing something productive. i guess librarians aint that old and geezerish. they're so uberly nice! and i SUCK at using the photocopier. never give me office work. but other than that, i've gotten what i needed. a day away from school. a day to get my mind off some things. listening to music with davy on the way home, i'd die without music.

i feel accomplished.

it was definitely something out of the ordinary.

so.... downtown anyone?

HAPPY SIXTEEN BIRTHDAY TO MY BRAJA. KAI!

another spur of the moment

i think my previous wave of.. who knows what it was has passed me by. and i am now in a giddy-happy sort of feeling and i dont know why i am. i like it this way. no i am not hallucinating that you are now in my life again, but moreso thankful that you are alive. LOL please kill me now before i sound even more stupid. somehow i feel smarter reading books, digging for more inspiration despite the fact i totally flunked my math test today. but it's all goodies.

a little relation to one of my older posts. i need more passion. in everything. i want to be ecstatic about things. oh sigh, until that day comes... back to sticking my nose into useless academic material.

btw, i got two detentions in a span of one week. oh yum. but today in my lovely detention in the office i was accompanied by a lovely block of a rice krispie square. very nicely decorated with some retarded green licorice (i keed dani, i keed!) so now i think the after effects are beginning to kick in! =D

and now i shall close this post before i scare myself.

easier said than done

we say forever, but what do we really know about forever?
we say through thick and thin, but do we know how hard it is?
we say we give up, but do we know how much it's worth before we try?
we say move on, it's hard to let go.

i remember being in europe, cooped up in this grand ship, yearning to go home. because home meant you. and you meant everything.

i'm home. you're there. still everything.

sorry i wasn't worth your time.

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ahhh so much work to be done before christmas. so i guess that can keep me occupied :T
vball season, so much to work towards! we need to BE AGGRESSIVE. yup.
field trip to the library tomoro. JOYYYYY joy joy joy down in my heart. WHERE?

jewish proverb

for those who werent at chapel the other day...

"On the day of judgment, we will be held accountable for every sin we committed and for every blessing we refused to enjoy."

I'll be enjoying every minute spent with those I love. and when i say love, it's only an understatement.

gotta suck it up

you know those days where nothing seems to be going your way, nothing seems to satisfy but in the end you still gotta suck it up and live life...

we know there's always gonna be better days, but we never know when theyre gonna come.

i miss you, doesn't it mean anything to you? if only you knew..

i rather have you hurt me than me hurt you, knowing it'll hurt me more if i had.

nice to meet you too.

day of multiple moods

i was talking to milly the other day, it's never gonna be possible for me to forget you unless i diagnose myself with alzheimers or something. but i'm glad we shared some happy times together nevertheless, we're luckier than so many others. and with that, no more complaints, but more signs of thankfulness. more appreciation for who you are. :)



i haven't chilled with this girl in forever. i'm glad you came, more than 12 hours of vball, eating, bumming around, talking, doing whatever... it's been a while! love you tonz!

outcome of lock-in was pretty.. interesting. went it with high hopes of being able to play some sort of ball all night. but in the end collapsed on our borrowed mats with no sleeping bag. having to try to sleep through the cold, since we were on the floor in the basement. only to wake up finding a heater in the hallway... oh well, still something memorable i guess... my arms hurt from playing too much vball. i broke my toenail from playing huckle buckle. yup, definitely interesting.

I remember not being able to sleep for nights because I knew that it was over between us. I'm not bitter anymore because I know that what we had was real. And if in some distant place in the future we see each other in our new lives, I'll smile at you with joy and remember how we spent our days walking hand in hand, learning from each other and growing in love. The best love is the kind that awakens the soul and makes us reach for more, that plants a fire in our hearts and brings peace to our minds, and that's what you've given me. That's what I hope to give to you forever. I love you. I'll be seeing you...

the notebook

i hate...

I hate the way you talk to me, and the way you cut your hair. I hate the way you drive my car. I hate it when you stare. I hate your big dumb combat boots, and the way you read my mind. I hate you so much it makes me sick; it even makes me rhyme. I hate it, I hate the way you're always right. I hate it when you lie. I hate it when you make me laugh, even worse when you make me cry. I hate it that you're not around, and the fact that you didn't call. But mostly I hate the way I don't hate you. Not even close, not even a little bit, not even at all.

10 things i hate about you

i went with the flow before, not expecting much and you caught me by surprise. i was never able to wipe the smile off my face.

i'll go with the flow now, not expecting anything and maybe i'll get another surprise. for you gave me so many reasons to smile

so cheers :)

live life to its fullest

inspired by my fellow funger...

Don't let go of hope,
Hope gives you the strength to keep going
When you feel like giving up.

Don't ever quit believing in yourself,
As long as you believe you can,
You will have reason for trying.

Don't let anyone hold your happiness in their hands,
Hold it in yours, so it will always be within your reach.

Don't measure success or failure by material wealth,
But by how you feel,
Our feelings determine the richness of our lives.

Don't let bad moments overcome you,
Be patient, and they will pass.

Don't hesitate to reach out for help;
We all need it from time to time.

Don't run away from love but towards love,
Because it is your deepest joy.

Don't wait for what you want to come to you.
Go after it with all that you are,
Knowing that life will meet you halfway.

Don't feel like you've lost,
When plans and dreams fall short of your hopes.
Anytime you learn something new,
About yourself or about life,
You have progressed

Don't do anything that takes away,
From your self-respect.
Feeling good about yourself
Is essential to feeling good about life.

Don't ever forget how to laugh,
Or be too proud to cry,
Or too stubborn to smile.

Don't ever forget a friend who truly loves you,
As it could be that friend who is true to your needs.
Don't ever forget who helped you grow as your need
for more seeds may often re-appear.

With all the above, live life to its fullest....

- Unknown