What would have things looked like now if I didn't screw up?
Would you have let go as fast as you grabbed on?
I'm out of the Christmas hype for the timebeing. I'll probably get back into it this weekend. That's why theres a change in all the festive colours. Oh well.
It’s hard to watch people change right in front of you. But the worst part is remembering who they used to be.
So you didn't end up being who I thought you were and I guess I let you down in the same way. It's all about helping each other get there but I guess you're not ready for it yet.
Anyway, no time for all of this. Gotta make the most out of my 3 weeks. 4 days down, 18 more to optimize time for.
