Regrets

We all have it and we wish a rewind button existed.
I know I do all the time.

I regret the most over choices I made when I could've taken the other option and mostly doing things out of deliberate defiance and impatience. Or there were regrets for things that I didn't do because I was so concerned about the wrong things.

At the same time though, if those choices weren't made and those actions weren't taken, would I still change the way my life is now.

It's hard to say. Academically, I think I could've made a better choice. Socially and emotionally, I think the past 2 years of events contribute to the way things are now...

When it comes down to whether or not a rewind button exists, I don't think I'd change a thing despite my random rants otherwise.

The ugly past makes us better people for the future when we decide to let go of it and learn from it.

as long as you love me.

Revival

Writing on a blog for anonymous readers...
My favourite thing to do.
Because I am an attention seeker and also a time-waster right?

I might possibly be crazy because in essence I am talking to nobody but myself.

I got a wake-up call today, literally by way of a text message. It was one of those things that really strengthened my determination to do better in school because... frankly, I don't think my marks are reflecting my intelligence. It's more so reflecting my work ethic and that really sucks 'cause I do want to work hard.

Working hard is difficult when you don't even know what you're working for. In other words, I don't know what the hell I wanna do. Regardless and at this rate, I have to work hard anyways to see what benefits my diligence reaps.

I'll write more often to see how I mature in thinking and in speech. Heh.

P.S. Our anniversary is soon. ♥