thanks joeyyy. for the great analogy..it makes sense. and i guess i just gotta keep my head up. but i really still dont know how to fix things since im not really part of the problem. but yeahh.. its just weird the way it is. the avoidances.. and i guess this isn't really how things are supposed to be..family-wise. so whatever..im gonna blog more later. love you all who's been prayin for me and my family..