tears of joy

i can't believe it's actually happened. i'm finally baptized so praise God. overwhelming me with gifts, lovings, hugs, support, cheers, smiles laughs was greatly appreciated though i really dint expect a whole lot so basically i was really surprised. i know i said it before but i feel like saying it again, I'M BAPTIZED and so livin' for You, Lord. felt so bad that i dint get to talk to everyone as much as i wanted to, but i promise i'll make it up to you all! big fat thank you's, and i cant emphasize that enough. i'll make it up to y'all next time. i love you i love you i love you times infinity =) i'm so happieeeeee, thankful i dont know. God's blessed me with so much i dont even think i deserve all of it.

i feel like venting

yes i do. oh poo, so i was supposed to watch a movie with ce mil and johnny. as in double dating. but noooo my mommy wont let me out cuz she thinks its too late. so i say can we watch an afternoon movie. but honestly who movie's in the afternoon. so now its called off and i feel soooooo very bad. so it stinks, maybe next weekend. mommy mommy, gangsters do not hang out at the movies...most of the time lol and she thinks that so she wont let me go. oh well, i'm shopping later with my MOM. so poo, that could be good. she has money, i have my wants for a new SPRING wardrobe. oh my, did i say how much i loved yesterday cuz it was soooo sunny. and its sunny again today, ehehhe =) so happy. and i talked to johnny on the fone for 20 minutes AT 10 IN THE MORNING. grr! lol oh well sunny sunny makes me funny funny. okay i'm gonna stop talking just right about now...

i absolutely cannnnt wait for my baptism =) and i looooooooove my friends cuz they kick butt like thaaat.

hope & passion

that was the theme for this year's agape winter retreat. i hafta say i wasnt too excited for it, but i went anyways. started out with the bus ride, n then there was the awaited question asked. we got lost but got there in a bit. the next morning started some mind boggle for me. wasnt happy, or sad. everything was fun, we played european football. mmm next day we played this other game n it was real fun. then i played "pingminton" with johnny, lol so jokes. then went rockclimbing and now my arms are sore. worship was okay, except i didnt sing a lot cuz my voice was still kinda lost from tc. played two games of scrabble, it rocked. played many games of blackjack, it rocked too. food was narsty, and formed many friendships and renewed old ones which was really cool. sad to say i still felt mediocre spiritually... oh well.

yeah yeah i'm back from xanga, or wherever i was. meh, got lots to do. maybe i'll persuade my mom to let me stay home tomoro to catch up on stuff since i'm so exhausted.

<3 johnny richie aaron rachel rosemary milly brian ben1 ben2 kelvin caleb ce
thanks for making me smile this weekend you guys...

frankieeeees

mmmmmk so yesterday i was kinda like uneasy the whole day my mind wasnt concentrated on finishing up homework nd ish. i didnt eat breakfast or lunch, just a pizza pocket cuz i knew i was buffeting with ayers at frankies later. so tom comes by and drops me an application form for chandos, nd just out of manners i asked him to come in. but hahahah i dint know what to do with him when he came in. and y'all know i'm tres short. so he's like standing in my messy house... towering over me. hahha it was SO awkward cuz i dint know what to say. so after like random retarded comments i was like.. umm so... you wanna go now? n then he was like o.o okaay. LOL n then i showed him out the door. oh well he was so nice to come by during a snowy trafficky day. n then my aunt calls me and tells me that she's so scared to slip into a car accident cuz the streets were so icy, she cancels on me. so i'm like uh oh what to do, i needa be at frankies in like an hour. so i like frantically call tian. tian tells me to call chuey. chuey tells me to call jaychan. and jay's dad is so incredibly nice. he drove all the way from leslie and steeles to yonge and steeles. and yesterday, steeles was like majorly MAJORLY trafficky. n so i'm in like his car with kai too. hahaha it was so jokes. but i'm not gonna say wat was funny cuz then it wont be funny after. alalla okay so on steeles it was packed like crazy and we couldnt move. so as smart as jay's dad was he just took another route. while all the other ay-ers were stuck in traffic, ON STEELES. hahah so jokes. we were supposed to get there at 6, n we ended up getting there at around 7ish. i think karan, tim, ray, lukas and some other ppl were there already. tian and adil were supposed to be there first. tsk tsk hahaha stuck on steeles. and we ended up like waiting til 7 45 to get our tables when we were supposed to get them at 6. oh well so it ended up being 23 ppl coming including me. we were so freaking loud. hahaha westley gave tian a humping dog. EW! henry got tian a tie. and i dint get him anything so i feel bad. i think im gonna go buy him something today... or tomoro. gotta get merke char jae and christine something anyways. mmm okay and we're all eating, so its really typical. random camera flashes everywhere. i looks tres gay in my pictures so hopefully i look better in other ppls cameras? then tian got the famous frankie's celebration. hahaha took videos. and tian and henry were playing with the balloon sucking in the helium. it doesnt work with tian cuz apparently his voice is high enough? LOL so it works with henry its so jokes. got videos. ummm oh yeah before the dinner right? i said how i didnt eat breakfast or lunch. hahah so when we were waiting for our tables, my tummy hurt a lot since i was starving. lol so after i could finally smell the food and even eat it. i was kinda like digging in, thankfully not like a savage. so i ate so much that my tummy hurt cuz i was so full. i contradict myself. oh sighs. mmm yeah so i had a great night. funny funny. oh well this'll prolly be my last blog for a bit. i feel like xanga-ing now :) http://xanga.com/onesw33tgurl

chamber

okay even though it was a drag TRYING to write poems all day. today made me ooohhh soo happie.even though i was a tad bit late for chamber night with jay. it was soo worth it. watching henry and tian and kai do their thing. omg, i had no idea henry could sing. he sang a mandarin song with a piano accompaniment, that he arranged by himself. LIKE AAHHH. i wanted to squeal like crazy. n then clint comes along and does his thang, singing too! and obviously i was hyper as ever cuz come on, its ay ers im talking about! n then during intermission i run around finding ppl i havent seen in forever. chuey, mish, sheena, kai, tian, clint, henry, susie! and the list could go on. and gawd dennis' eyes are puny! hahaha though some parts were a drag cuz of the nerdy, but really good performances. so worth it! okay i should really stop talking now. so hyper. and i was so mad cuz i couldnt find my digicam, and i come home and now its there right in front of me. madmadmadmadmad. okay no worries i'm seeing them soon so :):):) smiles! oh yeah and i gave tn birthday beats. he voluntarily just stood there and let me beat him up. good nights. i could go snowtubing tomoro, but then i wouldnt get anything done on time. so.. pooo~

flower

just got off the fone with johnny :). i kno the title's random but its funny for me and mil. anyways the past few days has just been sitting lik a potato at home. tv and homework. i know it sounds unlife-ish but i gotta! okay i hope you like my new layout. i just felt summery lately, but then you cant blame me since its so darn cold outside! anyways... okay.. bye lovings. have a good mb

spring fever

waking up early on a saturday morning is just whack. but i did it for a free movie. lol the pacifier. its actually pretty good. i wasnt a big fan of vin diesel before... alala okay so after the movie i go shopping at yorkdale. its like my new best friend now. i have no clue why i didnt like it cuz i thought it was boring before, but boy am i wrongg! i thought i was gonna faint cuz i kept falling love with everything i saw.. well almost from shoes to clothes. aaahhh, but everything was so expensive since its like the spring collection. aahh i cant wait til they lower the prices, they better... and plus the warm weather got me all summery too. ehehhee cant waaaiitt. i'm gonna shop til i drop. i dont know why i'm so obsessive right now, maybe its because i havent stepped into a mall to shop for like a long time or its just that everything is so appealing! n then right before i leave we go to asamaiea, or however you spell that darn word. n then it had a sign saying that they were hiring pt/ft cashier or bartenders so i was like hey why not, i need a job anyways. n then i go n then i ask them whats the minimum age for hiring.. n then the ppl there are like speaking in mandarin n then they said 18. n then i was like.. oh.. looking sad. hahaha n then one guy who was really nice said. but 16 is alright. so thats great for me cuz i'm 16 in less than a month! mwahahahah. so now i just needa like fill out the form and stuff. anywaaay, i was talking to johnny yesterday about evolution vs. creation. oh man that kid just needs to open his mind. hahaha i used the old geo comebacks we learned last year like. for a creation there has to be a creator. well that got him stuck for like a while, but then he goes well, what made the creator? n then i'm like... he has no beginning and he will have no end. dadadada ah well, there's always next time i could try to convince him. but he's a sweetiepie stills. anywaays i hafta meet up with tim and ray after for bible study and like to work on our cheers. man i'm gonna be so busy this week tryina finish up homework (so much!) and working on tc. it better be worth it...

victory dancin'

well today started out as a blur with me not knowing whether or not i was going to tha bball tourney. n then i got my shots.. for europe. it hurts. n then i rushed to school and the bus was almost gonna leave without me. but how could they ever, they needed my support :):):) n then we go, juniors lost. could've won with a lil more teamwork. maybe next year. n then the best thing was the seniors winning. hahah they're awesome and i love them. n then the bus ride home was so jokes. jen matt and lionel. heehhehe. pure dirt. you lil jokers should wash your brain with soap and water. and we better get our banners up in the gym, it's lookin a lil bare...