prayers please

i think its time for prayers right now. i think my mom was diagnosed with endometriosis just a few months ago. and since then, she's been getting pains in her abdominal area. actually i dont quite know where it is, but its where her ovaries are. apparently cysts had grown there. and they were supposed to take it out in august. but then, the doctors found that it was too big so they scheduled another date to take it out: tomorrow. through everything, my mom was so strong and hopefully she'll make it through cuz i honestly dont know what i'll do without her. i mean, if i was in her position, i think i'd wanna let go. but i'm way proud of her for everything. for being the strong woman that she is. and i kno God will answer prayers. so please do me a huge favour and pray that the surgery will go well. pray that the surgeons would have the wisdom to help take the cysts out. pray that my mom will pull through. pray for my moms safety. but most of all pray that God will heal her. thanks everyone.

wonderland 918

hmmm i guess you could say that it was a pretty good day. though we spent 2 hours and a half waiting for alex fong, only to have him perform for 10 minutes -_-. lol ml's couzin alan kept getting ditched by his friends. lol to alex fong. TAKE IT OFF! MOK JOR KUI! lollll n thennnn kept seeing ppl we kneew. then we went on dragon fire, and in the process of goin there, we saw someone we dint really wanna see and then we ran like crazy lolll. then we went on cliffhanger and kevin kept laughing his face off at our hair, it wasnt even that funny. thenn we go on spinovator. hmm the first tiem we went on was funnier. oh well then we went for funnel cake. and in the process of leaving, my mom was like hmmm maybe fong lik sun is in the parking lot, ahhaa n then i yell FONG LIK SUN!!!! ahaha then everyone joins in ^^ thenn i take ml and jo to dinner with will's family, n thennnn i take them to jo's house. jo lives in the middle of nowhere, but yet she has a freaking nice house. okay byee!

thank God its friday

man...after 9 days of school, i've never been so thankful for fridays. today was exhaustion day. i dont know, maybe i slept late last night since i was staying up with my sister. but today was like gaaahhh i wanna go home! lol but oh well seeing my friends make school worthwhile especially jo & pheebs. thanks for making me laugh. though i dont have all the classes with you guys and you guys do, im missing out! oh well hahaha mike kim cracks me up. LOL aaanndd yuurp im tired so go away

see you at the pole 2004

so this year's syatp theme. was "clean hands, pure hearts". though it was tiring for me have to take the subway, then walk WAY early in the morning just to get to school to for syatp, in the end it was worth it. feeling His presence there, say what you want, its not spiritual hype. its God. right there with us. and knowing that he'll never leave me or anyone, gives me so much encouragement. well all these prayers prayed this morning, i know God will answer them. its just a matter of time. to those who dint go, you missed out! but thats okay, we're always praying. so then there was school, ladeda. then chapel, grrbz its sooooo DEAD. x.x what can i do? oh well. anyways then there was the math quiz. ppl say its easy, its cuz youre SMARTER. i only got like half the questions right. grrbz. whatever pisses me off. alala okay now im at home. peeeace :D lalaa next daay.

first 3 days of school

humm..so school started out with me just complaining about going back to school. just me dreading it. though it is nice to see everyone again, who doesnt wanna go thru life without stress? so now im back to pencils, back to books, back to teacher's dirty looks. i really have no comment on school other than, i wish it was still summer. well at first, i was kinda freaked cuz of the fobs. but heeyy im judging too early, i dont even know them, who knows? they could be really nice. haha new kid michael kim, cracks me up LOL. i dont htink he means to, but he does. lol and jon rayhanian is funny too, cuz he gets frustrated easily LOL anyways, so many ppl have pink backpacks. grrbz. lol its supposed to be my thing. anyways so second day starts, its okay once again... lalala todayyy again things happen. lol most classes are funny, except for math and science. GRRRBZ. two most important subjects are the most dreading. oh well otherwise im kinda fine with school, aside from homework. people laugh nd tease me, whatever lol what can i say? im a funny person =)

funny day

well today started out with church as usual, it was a good sermon. then we dint have sunday school, and we dint wanna watch whatever movie the church had to offer, so karen, nate, jonny, ce and me decided to go to richards house. so we go there then we find kelvin there. then after i use richard's washroom (i feel rude), i go out, n i watch them play basketball since i cant play. then engel, angela and tiffany come along. so therefore it was like a crashin surprise day for richieee.(poor him!) HE HAS A FREAKING POOL. oh okay then we go to his basement, he not only has a pool table, but he has a jitz table too. oh n he had a drumset, then i attempting to play his drums, he kept yelling not to but i couldnt hear him, so then i kinda kept playing. (STRIKE TWO) oh well then we started playing jitz, but i really REALLY suck. ahhaha everyone kept grunting oh and jonny's fave line "think positive. you can't get any worse, you can only get better" cuz i really suck. then we attempt to play pool, but again i really suck. so basically lots of laughing. lol theeennn we walk back, and me n elena keep makin fun of jonnysoong. poor kid. oh well allala then i go yum cha theennn i go to char's house with karen n we stay there to kidna talk for a bit, then we decide to go to galati to mai sung aka grocery shopping. BUT TIAN WASNT THERE! oh well, hahaha first time grocery shopping with friends =) allala then we kinda like play pool again, but me n karen suck, but i suck more. lol theeennn we cook. ITS SOOOO GOOD. we rock girls! yuuuuuumm. well i kinda made a long story short but yaaa its late. but thats okay i had a fuuunnnn day =)

miss you like crazy

i don't know about you, but these 2 years have been pretty hard for me, well just in the friends aspect. at the end of grade 8, i've had 3 close friends leave me. and i could call them my best friends, only becuase they've put so many happy memories in my life. kathy, will, liane. we've gone our separate ways, and we've kinda grown so far apart, i dont even know whats going on in their lives. kathy moved halfway across the world. will&liane have newfound friends, newfound school, newfound lifestyle, that makes it kinda hard for us to talk. i wish i could turn back time, and just go back to french class. cuz thats when we mostly bonded. God only knows if they miss me, but i kno for sure that i miss them like crazy. well this year, even more of my tightest friends are leaving me: jay, jin, jj, michelle kao. i grew up with kaogirl, as in we've known each other since forever, though we werent the tightest friends of all time. the last time i remmeber being close friends with her was actually gr4. but i dunno, i always thought i was gonna graduate with her. she's one of the most amazing ppl i've ever met. jay: well we've been best friends since gr4. only becuase we always sat beside each other. lol he was always there for me, gave me the beefiest hugs. jin&jj, we've only been friends for 2 years, but oh man, everything they do makes me laugh. which is why im proud to call them my korean bros aka oppas. i'm gonna miss having them around me so much, im gonna miss their jokes that leave me in laughing spasms. the way they tease me, even that i'll miss. even chris choo and eddy im gonna miss, though we werent always close friends, but they put a huge smile at times here and there, and their presence i'll miss. even the teachers i'll miss. especially mr hiebert, i could say he was one of my fave teachers, even though he never taught me BUT he coached vball. i loved calling shotgun in his car. i loved joking around with him. but now he has a better job, oh well i was really looking forward to the gr 11 outdoor ed course. *shrugs* anyways, just those 5 days at camp satisfied my summer blues. grew so much closer to the friends i had there. dannyo, matty, rtaffe, roro, danchan, sammi, daisy. my counselors: aero, turbo, mully, napz, zanger, rufus, groo, cappy, boss, thorin. they've put so many smiles, memories, laughter in my life. somehow, theyre like family to me, only at chandos though, since chandos is like my 2nd home. like around them, i can always be myself, and every year, i look forward to the next time i see them. i'll never forget them. all these words cant fully explain how much im gonna miss them. i'll see them again someday soon...'til then, i'll be missin you all

my summer days

so my summer started on june 8. i just went out with my 2 best girls to watch mean girls. then june 10, we had a school trip to wonderland, it was pretty good. june 12, i went to dana's house. june 17, it was dana's birthday, and we went to her house again :), but i couldnt stay long cuz i had to go to the gr 12 grad. it was kinda sad to see those friends that were graduating only cuz i might not even see them again in my life. june 22: zion grad. i only went cuz i wanted to see tian. and there he was. made me smile =). okayy, me, jo and pheebs watched white chicks in between then muahaha. oh and our first markville-fmp trip. LOL pheebs: RAPE ME RAPE ME! june 28-30, i spent my days at ddc training, kinda boring but whatever. then july 3, was our surprise going away party for my homegirl, mishhh. it was pretty fun. just to see her happy n all. july 5-9, spent my days as a volunteer counselor at ddc. it's greeat having to play with kids all day. they love me and i love them. july 10, supposedly a hangout before pheebs leaves for hk, so we spent it at markville-fmp AGAIN. we bought our friendship bracelets, we bought pheebs' most expensive bag owned. grrbz lol n then, we went to sna. i kinda overrated it, or at least expected too much. but it was nice to see so many ppl i only see once a year. =) oh and i saw tian again =) nehoosers, then my routine starts again, july 12-16 at ddc. this week i got closer with my campers. ahhaa oh how i love them. third week of july, i unno what i did. i cant rmb, so which basically means i dint do nethin special. july 26-30, spent my days at camp u of t volleyball. it was really fun, i mean being able to play and meeting new ppl. haha it was pretty tiring, and sweaty since its so active, but you know i love what i do. thennn...the next week, was basically studying for history3. muahahaa i passed! i think =S. oh well stressfree now! so after my exam, i went to t3c, for their coffeehouse. saw tian again =). august 7: johnny's birthday thingie. watched collateral, then went back to his house for kbbq dinner. yuuuuummm. well since august 5, i was sick and on august 11, i was diagnosed with pneumonia, so there i was, at home with my tv, watching the olympics all day. for 2 weeks i think. until august 19. dint see a soul, other than my family, which was pretty sad, cuz i could have gotten so much done in those 2 weeks. so august 20, i go to t3c again for their grad night. haha westley overrated it. it should be funny, but i dint get all the jokes only cuz i dont know the ppl that were graduating...oh yea, but before then i went to watch open water with jae and josh @ fv. tian&dilly ditched the plans cuz they woke up late and were lazy. and NEVER WATCH OPEN WATER. stupidest movie in the world. nehoosers, thennn august 23-27,2004, some of the best days of my liiife. bonded with amazing ppl. closer to God. life changing week. lalala sept 1. went to markville-fmp with jo&pheebs. it was kind of like a reunion thing since we havent seen each other for more than half the summer. just catching up and all, and wat do you know, i see like so many ppl i know at fmp. but what can you do? oh well..it was still funn..mmmm sept 2, planned to go to dannymerke's party. lol had to get a ride from jen, but jen's mom had some issues or something about going to my house, so therefore i had to walk to newtonbrook ss so that she could pick me up, then we went danny's mom's office so she could take us to their house, hahaa i called shotgun and had a nice conversation with his mom. haha anyhoosers, went to his house, though it wasnt as fun as last year only cuz all the guys kept playing bball, it was still okay. i was glad to see familiar faces again. oh and i finally met his cousinn! muahahaha. lol cute kid. well thats my summer so far, and here i am, on a nice hot sunny day, wasting my last days of summer away on a computer -_-. well i hope your summer was a blast, mine was a bliss.